the softness of ur lips when they press against mine, the taste of freshly smoked marijuana in ur saliva that gives me a sorrowful euphoria. the intense feeling of jealousy that enraged my soul that shredded its sane bits to insanity.. relieved w/ the sexual touches of vanity. to peer in those glossy eyes with those long wispy eyelashes that made you look innocent. then i feel the pain, reminiscent. the bittersweet feelings i feel trickling from my head to tips of every end of my body, released in tears full of animosity

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i know.

Man fuck you for bitching. FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU. i fucking HATE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. I would be better off wihtout you fucking stupid ppl in my life. i hate all of you. I hate every single little bitch in my life. Fuck a nigga, fuck a bitch. Real talk, i wish death to you all.

I worry to much about him. Hes not my boyfriend. Hes just my friend. i stalk his goddamn twitter like its fucking angelina jolie or something. like fuck me in the ass -.- i hate giving a fuck about someone who can give two shits about me. i feel like this person would just kill me with his bare hands or a gun.. idk wierd thoughts. but whatever. i just wanna unfollow him on every little social network we both have.  i dont wanna care but i do. fuck me. i hate myself. I cant stand this anymore. Im going psychotic.